Sunday, January 08, 2006


*cries .
suddenly beri sadd ..
jus now still alrite siia-x .
argh~~ haiis .
eberyting's nort the same anymore ..
it's nort .
i am so sad ; so disappointed ..
disappointed inn eberyting .
ii no longer knows them anymore ;
not anymore .
ihatethis .
ii dont know what will happen in the future ..
what will it be like .
i dont know ;
and ii dont want to know .
why did things come out this way ..
not the other way ..
the other way ii want it to be ..
ii no longer understands the ppl ard mi ..
ii dont know what happened to them ..
what made them so sadd nn all ..
ii found myself so ..
ii didnt do my part as a good friend .
ii dont understand what they're thinking ;
espp after we've changed class .
ii feel that we're so far apart ;
so damn far ..
ii tot it was a moodswing ; at first .
budd as days passed by ;
ii found out that .. ishh not .
ii no longer understands them anymore ;
what they are thinking anymore ..


arghh~~ so irritated ; frustated ; and annoyed .
lata g0inn nchs to take da edusave tingy ..
and cant findd da paper ..
so .. ah yahh~ dont bother le .
fink no need os0 .


haiis . eberything's not the same anymore ..
ii dont expect this ; really ii dont .
ii know everyone's pretty stressed nowadays ..
maybe mi a little too ..
maybe ishh c0s jus cant get used to da so many subjects
and you habb to revise every dae ; afew subs ..
or else euu cant catch upp siia-x ..
denn is like ; so much like exams or tests liddatt norhs ..
habb to read this ; and read that .
understand this and understand that .
no one day of freedom .
and ii hardly habb any days to rest
after school siia-x .
except fer monday ..
other days ; haiis ..
either cca or tutionn ;
or sthh will surely pop up liddatt .
jus lyk wadd happened this wk ..
siianx . iihatelastminutework .
so rushedd . haiis .
okays . then my class ;
pwetty alrite ba .. still can .
ppl rr quite friendly .
budd ii really h0pe we cann interact a bit more ..
and break the ice ..
denn eberyting'll be so much better ..
so much better .


cheer upp kiies ; eberyone .
haii~ ii os0 dunn0 what twuu sae some times ;
some tymx dunn0 what sud sae and what sud nort .
really h0pe tings will get better ;
for everyone ..
jus h0ped everyone can be happy everydae ..
ppl happy ; mi os0 happiie . ^_^
eberyting'll be alrite .
just let nature takes its place ..
eberyting will surely have a good and a bad one .


it's so fragile ..
ii dont want it to happen ..
when "friends become .. strangers " .
esp close ones . ='((



ii cant imagine what will happen next .
i'm not confident in the future anymore ..
not anymore .




i'm just so not used to everything .